Well, let's just say, reality has taken a little bit of the wind out of my sails. I guess I ask myself, "why is it that some parts of our lives are so hard?" Yesterday, I was on top of the world, ready to change the world through positive thoughts and choices. Today, work slams down hard, my son wakes up sick, and my to-do list won't possibly get to-done. Oh well, it is what it is.
My nTouch list will be called "b450" . . . short, simple and to the point. I have 363 days after today. I will say that I have been more deliberate in my thinking about everything today. A few items that will appear on my list are, no more talking on my cell phone while driving, exercising every day, and drinking more water. (I have never texted while driving, at least not that I want to admit, but I will absolutely not do that again.)
Overall I would have to say I have felt more calm and happy. If today was my last day, I have helped a few folks, taken good care of my son and been responsible and committed to my job. Although I haven't enjoyed today as much as I enjoyed yesterday, it has been a nice change from the fast, chaotic pace I am used to keeping. I didn't exercise with my new snap jump rope yet, but I have a few more hours today. I have been very thankful for all that I do have and grateful for the presence of mind to be working toward this change in the way I live each day. I truly don't want any more time to go by unrecognized. I want to feel an inner peace, a connection with who I am and want to become. I don't want to settle or be satisfied with just getting through the day. I want to live each day. Find beauty and uniqueness, joy and balance. I have a very busy life that I have created. I want to edit my style and nJoy more of what is going on around me. NO MORE BLINDERS! I am excited to begin this journey and pray that I gain a whole new insight on the way I need to live the next 50 years . . . after all, I'm counting on being on a Smuckers jar one day!
Bye for now :)
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